Kool-Aid flavored fever dreamsof a possible future influenced by a romanticized and partly fabricated pastkeep me out of the kind of sleep I need at nightbut allow my imagination to stretch into long-ignored voids. What’s more to want thana cool country lake or to stare into a forest of pines?… Getting lost on an unkeptContinue reading “Pump the brakes, Hoss. This isn’t a movie and you’re not a kid anymore | 7.27.2025”
Category Archives: From Dreams
The Golden Retriever | 7.17.24
Another sunrise.A different place.I’m taller than them.I’m not taller than anyone. So this is the dream… One locked door that leads to conversations about Picassoand a room full of puppies. I try to relate.Small talk and Birkenstocks. A roommate unimpressed.A Sunday afternoon interrupted.She doesn’t care that we went camping.I don’t remember the part about camping.Continue reading “The Golden Retriever | 7.17.24”
Moonlit Feather | 7.16.24
I’m back to waking upfrom dreams of people on the horizon.Caught up.Tapping me on the shoulder.Must be a summer thing. Glimmers of regret.People talk too much about things they don’t know.Putting words in my mouth. But oh to be distracted… It’s a wonderfully scary thingthat I’m trying to convince myselfI have no interest in it.Continue reading “Moonlit Feather | 7.16.24”
Balanced Affections | 5.16.24
The Cut is looking rather on point this evening… But, like anything you plan to adoreyou need to be patient to see it right… Just don’t stare too long.Then it gets really real..Takes shape. Affections need to be balanced… I had a dream last night that doesn’t make sense anymore… A kiss on the neck.HairContinue reading “Balanced Affections | 5.16.24”
Parenting | 2.25.24
This morningwhile the sun was risingand the house was sleepingI was dreamingabout the world ending. It started with planes in the airIt turned into explosions in the distance. I tried to call my mombut the phones were down.I wanted her to know I loved her…That everything would be alright. Then we were running.Everyone was tryingContinue reading “Parenting | 2.25.24”
Pale Lungs | 12.30.23
What keeps you here? There’s no reason to consider thisanything more than a memory-inducedflair up. Something brought on by the warmthof the Holidays and the prospect ofnew beginnings. A tiptoe back into infatuation.One hell of a distraction.The hottest summer on record. Having let goand gracefully moved onallowing details to fadeuntil they won’t anymore.. I’ll writeContinue reading “Pale Lungs | 12.30.23”
Relationships: A Case Study on Overthinking
There’s nothing wrong with being open and honest and wearing your heart on your sleeve. There’s also nothing wrong with talking about your feelings and realizing that nothing in life fits in a singular, simple box. Don’t ever assume you can assume what’s going on until you ask the hard questions or pre-emptively supply theContinue reading “Relationships: A Case Study on Overthinking”
Blueberries and Rain
Growing up on my grandparent’s farm, I had the benefit of walking out into the orchard with my cereal bowl and picking some fresh blueberries to go along with my morning cornflakes. Somewhere in late May, maybe early June, my aunt and cousins would come over and we would drag out the massive nets toContinue reading “Blueberries and Rain”
Ink & Dreams
I’m writing thisfrom the remaining embersof my subconscious.Where we just spend the better halftrying to find one another. I wrote the directions down, butthe letters didn’t line up – the numbers ran like water.Ink never dries on paper in a dream. Finally, we bumped into each other.Frantic on a stairwell.A collision of flannel.A hug in chaos.AContinue reading “Ink & Dreams”
Proximity | 11.13.22
You movedAnd I almost didn’t find you.In dreamsI don’t know how to read.We touchedAnd didn’t recoil.Now I movedAnd you’re moving with me.